~ Ellen ~
I have been avoiding this and I didn’t want to tell My sister about it. We were having a great time I didn’t want to ruin things by telling her about the call I had from that Lithakazi girl. She said a lot of things that made me question my look. She insulted me. I feel ugly. I need to talk to my sister about this. I really need a trip to Johannesburg to do another plastic surgery. I need to get my lips re-done. They are really shrinking. I am really worried I don’t know why I didn’t notice this. That girl really looked at me closeup and that doesn’t surprise me. When she worked for me pretending to be my friend she spent more time with me. She was my favourite. Londeka might be on Nomandla’s side but she never betrayed me. Lithakazi used me, She made me believe she was there for me when all she wanted was money.
Me: I can’t keep doing this to myself
I quickly moved away from the mirror. I walked out wiping my tears. I have to talk to Rebecca about this. I walked down the stairs. I got down stairs
Me: Sis we have to talk
I said looking away. I don’t want her to see that I am crying.
Rebecca: What do you wanna talk about?
I wiped my tears then turned around and looked at her.
Me: My lips J
Rebecca: What about your lips? J
Me: Do you think they need to be…..
I looked down
Me: Done again
Rebecca: Sis the last time we had a chat you were happy now what’s up with this lips topic I can see it bothers you what happened?
Me: I was not happy earlier. I was pretending to be L
Rebecca: What is going on?
Me: Someone called and insulted me about my lips saying they shrinked and that I am no longer attractive anymore
Rebecca: What ? Who said that is it that black girl? L
Me: No! It was Lithakazi, The girl mom got molested
Rebecca: You call each other ? That psycho has your cell number? L
Me: Yes she knew about my affair with Qhayiya and she was blackmailing us
Rebecca: Are you telling me after you gave her R50 000 rands for free you gave her more money ? L
I walked away
Me: Yes throughout my pregnancy
She followed me
Her: What? How much are we talking here ? L
I turned around
Me: The first time it was R20 000 rands
Rebecca: What?
I walked back to the living room passing her
Me: Then after that it was R15 000 Rands every month
Rebecca: Oh My God! Blackmailing someone is against the law. Why didn’t you report her ? L
I looked at her
Me: How sis? That was not gonna help anything. I was gonna be caught in my lie
Rebecca: Sis you lost thousands of Rands!!! Was it worth it? L
I sat down
Me: At least it’s over now. She didn’t get the last payment. It was gonna be tomorrow. I made sure I get to see if the baby was gonna be black or white before sending her the money and I am glad I did that because she is not getting it that is why she is upset L
Rebecca: This girl is dangerous and creepy how did she find out about you guys ? L
Me: Followed us maybe? I don’t know anyway I was talking about my lips
Rebecca: There is no problem with your lips. Yes they are not normal. I warned you about surgery. Once you do it every three to four years you have to go back. Anyway why do you care about what that girl says? . The man you’re in love with loves you L
Me: Yes I am grateful for that but that doesn’t erase the reality. My lips are a mess
Rebecca: Yeah but they are not that bad. Wait a little while. You need to save money for the surgery. You lost a lot of money on that girl L
Me: Yeah anyway are you excited mom is coming out tomorrow J
Rebecca: The fact that jail didn’t change her really pisses me off. I am not as I was before going to Mthatha L
Me: I understand
Rebecca: And you should be grateful she can’t travel. She is out to get your man L
Me: I don’t think so, Mom would never do that J
Rebecca: Like she never killed your First ever son? L
Me:
Rebecca: Our mother is a selfish woman who doesn’t care who she hurts to get what she wants even if it means hurting her daughter ! L
Me:
~ Nomandla ~
I hope Zimbini brought me good news about her man. I know how it feels like when you’re all alone pregnant when you didn’t make the baby alone. Let me not be selfish and lie. I don’t know how it feels like. I had support. Ryan never let rejection and my mood swings stop him from visiting. Even when he was still married he made sure I was okay. I don’t know how she feels. I really don’t. I wish there was something I could do to help her though.
Anyway Zimbini is here. It’s still early Helen must be cooking now. They will only get here around two. Mom is at church.
Me: Welcome to my house J
Zimbini: WOW your home is beautiful Nomandla! Girl you live in this gorgoues house ? :D
Me: Yes when I moved from my flat I moved to this house please sit. Helen is bringing lunch. Let me go get some fresh muffins while we wait for her family J
Zimbini: I think it’s not a good idea I stay. I don’t want to intrude
Me: Helen was here, in fact….. This will make me a bad friend but I will say it. I should have invited you to my house a while ago J
Zimbini: I understand it’s hard to trust me after everything that happened J
Me: But I trust you now and it was Helen’s idea I let you come. I was just scared, you know Lithakazi is Dangerious you can’t underestimate her
Zimbini: Go to the kitchen we will talk she is actually the reason I am here
Me: Okay?
Her: Yep ️
I walked to the kitchen. I took plate and muffins. I poured two glasses of juice. I put all of them in a Tray. I Walked back to the lounge
Zimbini: Where is your little brother and Soya ? J
Me: They went to church with mom J
I put the tray on the table. She served herself
Me: So what’s going on? J
Zimbini: Lithakazi is threatening to tell my mom about Qhayiya
Me: Your mom don’t know about him?
Zimbini: She knows he is older. But she doesn’t know he is married and has another woman on the side who has a child
Me: That’s hectic so she wants something
What is it? L
Zimbini put down her muffin and glass of juice. I saw tears in her eyes
Me: What is It? L
Zimbini: I will put it exactly as she said it …
Me:
Zimbini: She said she wants 411 on you
Me: She wants to know What is happening in my life? :D
She nodded her head.
Me: Great ! then tell her ! :D
Zimbini: What ? I don’t want to betray you
Me: No you’re not betraying me. You want to keep your ex life a secret. We are doing this to protect you. I am not dogy like your cousin, I don’t have dirty secrets. Tell her I am engaged to Ryan Lawson. Tell her I have written another book and it’s being published as we speak there is nothing more to tell :D
Zimbini: Wow Congratulations on your new book :D
Me: Thank you. I didn’t tell you because I wasn’t sure If I was gonna get married. I had to be sure first J
Zimbini: What’s the tittle of the book ? J
Me: Marrying my bosses’ husband J
Zimbini: Girl ! :D
Me: Now you see why? But please I don’t want her to know about the tittle of my book and where I live J
Zimbini: Of course and I have to be careful the next time I come here in case she follows me L
Me: Yeah L
I am tired of asking what I have done to make her hate me so much. I am done. Lithakazi hates me. It’s not what I did. She just despises me. I think it’s jealousy. She always thought She was better than me and I turned out to be way better than her and that makes her mad.
~ Londeka ~
She says it’s a woman. Then she doesn’t know her name? who is she ? Is she playing mind games with me ? Is she lying to protect Ellen. Did she say she was gonna tell me because she was scared to die? She better not lie to me or I will start from the top and this time I will make sure I leave her unconscious. Her mother asked me to take care of her. She loves boys. She is all over the place when she is in East London. I didn’t think she would do something worse than what she does in EL. I am really disappointed in her. How can she do something like this. Display her private part like that to her boss? Did she think about this? Did she think about how she will look at him after he rejected her ? I didn’t think she can be this stupid!
Anyway she is still on the floor. We are waiting for her to tell us who is this girl.
Me: How are we going to know this woman if you don’t have the name ?
Nomonde:
She looked at Mr Lawson
Me: Nomonde!
She looked at me
Nomonde: Mr Lawson knows her
Ryan: Who is that?
Oh boy it’s Ellen but how come Nomonde doesn’t know the name of the person who got her a job? Everyone in East London know the Lawsons.
Nomonde: Mr Lawson. It was the girl you were with when I sent you coffee yesterday
Ryan: A girl I was with……. ?
Nomonde: Yes! She was with you when you said I should go back you’re busy. She was wearing shorts and a white crop top
I saw Mr Lawson sitting down. He looked angry
Ryan:
Me: Who is it Mr Lawson ?
Ryan: Lithakazi
Me: What ?
Ryan: She came here to laugh at me for what Ellen did. She said she knew all along and She was blackmailing her through out the pregnancy
Nomonde: I am sorry Mr Lawson. She said Another girl was working for you. She did what She asked me to do. You sent her to University and bought her a car
Me: So you thought you’d get the same ?
Nomonde: I am sorry
Ryan: My fiancé never seduced me! She was a respectful girl! She would never do what you Did! L
Me: I was working with Nomandla here. She is not like that. She is a good person you were used by someone who hates Nomandla and that cost you the job you begged me for !
Nomonde: Please don’t fire me please I beg you
Ryan: I got a call from Ellen. She said one of the maids were gonna be a nanny She wants her L
Nomonde: It’s Thethiswa !
Ryan: Well it’s gonna be you!
Thethiswa: J
Nomonde:
Ryan: Tomorrow around one my driver is taking Ellen clothes to East London. You’re leaving with him be ready L
Nomonde:
Me: As for today. Stay away from the kitchen. In this house you don’t go to the kitchen with no panties on it’s disgusting sies Nomonde !
Nomonde:
Ryan: Let’s go back to the office Londeka L
We walked out of the house
Ryan: Thank you so much for handling that for Me L
Me: What are you going to do with Lithakazi? L
Ryan: I am going to speak to the chief. I told her if she doesn’t leave me alone I am reporting her to the royal house. She went on and ran after my employee. This girl is crazy L
Me: She is and I will also pay her a visit
Ryan: I will take it from here Londeka I don’t want you to get into trouble J
Me: L
Ryan: When is your last exam ? J
Me: Tuesday J
Ryan: Wednesday I want you to start working here if your husband allows you to work J
Me: As what? I want to work :D
Ryan: Someone can show you how to use the till , or you can help at bottle store or the restaurant J
Me: Thank you so much Mr Lawson :D
Ryan: J
Maybe when I work I will not be caught up in girls gossip. I really want this job. As for Lithakazi. I heard what Ryan said. I am still paying her a visit.
~ Lisa ~
I put the Jessica drama to rest. My main focus now is my soon to be ex Fiancé and my frenemy. They will know me and what I am made of. A good plan don’t take a minute to implement. It takes days and I want to make sure mom and everyone is patient with me. I don’t want to jump to the plan. I don’t want to see myself murdering another person. Today this morning I went to see my doctor. Our session went well even though I was not entirely truthful to her. Tell me? If it was you were you gonna tell the doctor you just killed someone yesterday? There is a long way to go. There will be investigations about the murder of that woman. She was famous. I googled her. She was a famous model. I am not going to risk my freedom and talk to a shrink about this. I am not going to. I just told her about my anger, my relationship relationship and about stopping taking the pills. After our session I went to take fresh pills and threw away the old ones. I want to be better. I want to live and take care of my mom and whoever is trying to destroy our family. Sometimes people need to stop blaming mental illness. Maybe I am not crazy. I am just a killer period. I don’t have nightmares I sleep like a baby. How can I when I murdered someone like that ?
Anyway I am in my computer listening to these two talking
Me: J
I heard footsteps. I am sure it’s mom.
Mom: What are you doing ? :D
I looked at her
Me: Listening to the couple. They just purchased the house J
Mom: WOW okay ? Before we talk more about that, How did it go with the doctor ? J
Me: It went well mom but I didn’t tell her about the last incident J
Mom: I don’t blame you
Me: But I was honest about everything else. My anger towards Matt and Beatrice. The pills and my behaviour J
Mom: That’s grea…. J
Tom and Beatrice started talking
Tom: I am going to miss you honey J
Me: L
Beatrice: I am going to miss you too honey but promise me. When She gets here she must pay that debts L
Tom: Yeah tomorrow she has to I mean she had so many days to fix things with her banker and we can’t mess up. The family that lived in that house just flew to New Zealand with the money. They are not coming Back
Me: J
Mom: :D
Beatrice: True! We have the keys with us
Tom: Yeah This lunatic must come back. We need to do this
Me: Lunatic, That’s me right ?
Mom brushed my back
Mom: Don’t mind them baby. You have them where you want them L
Tom: Bye guys for real now. I will miss my son
Beatrice: Bye honey mwah!
I closed the laptop
Me: Bye Bitch ! see you tomorrow
Mom stood up
Mom: You just said you will see Beatrice tomorrow. How are you going to get her to be there when this happen. You heard she is leaving your house now since you’re going there
I took my Laptop. I put it in my bag and picked it up with my handbag. It’s time for me to leave now .
Mom: Lisa What are you up to ?
I took my car keys then looked at mom
Me: Beatrice will be there tomorrow
Mom:
